i'm dreaming of what we could be..

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May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face,
and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.

je sais que cela va vous sembler étrange, mais vous êtes tout ce que je peux penser de ces derniers temps. J’aime ton sourire et la façon dont vous regardez quand vous êtes triste. Il me fait voir que, même si vous êtes l’incarnation de la perfection humaine, vous pouvez être vulnérables. Et ne jamais couper les cheveux que vous avez, parce que j’aime la façon dont vous il feuilleter sur votre épaule. Gardez m’aimer et je t’aimerai jusqu’à ce que le reste de l’éternité.

I feel like I’ve been down the last couple days because I’ve been thinking about you.
but the thing is.. i don’t know what i want from you. Like no fucking clue at this point. I don’t even think i want you anymore. Whatever that even means. You tried talking to me and I ignored your message. Yet i get sad when I see you with someone else. I guess it’s knowing that the only reason you tried talking to me was to get something from me. I know you well enough by now to know you’re not just checking up on me, seeing if i’m okay, and how I’ve been in our absence of speaking. You have a motive. Always. I guess I didn’t respond because I hate knowing that I’m not good enough to care about, at least for you. I care about so little as it is, I just don’t understand why I value your opinion so much. I wish I didn’t. Honestly. I wish you never mattered. I really really do.